My Fear/Her

Saw her today again
Lost her the same in vain
If I could go past the pane
This window, won’t go insane
But I’d rather keep to me
For the world is not for me
Rejection is a fear of the might
Keeps me stuck out of sight


I made a vow to change my way
Gain strength and save the day
But up to now my faith still does sway
Belief in me would buy if I could pay
And end this shame of a just a stare
Day in day out to no one can compare
I drool on my window what a shame
I’d beat a dog at its game


I walked out of my world hoping for the best
Bright yellow the sun at its best
Today, my heart for sure will contest
And hopefully this should be my conquest
Then she walked by
Smiled I blushed and felt so shy
Looked away I don’t know why
Maybe couldn’t find the words to satisfy


Evening nears sunset always a dream
Sit next to her hold hands ooh I would scream
Beautiful scene set to satisfy sight
Coloured by birds as the take flight
I envy you as you fly together
If only this dream would last forever
I’d keep her close let go never
But to myself I keep and suffer


Am tired of all these stress
Now strength I have I guess
I’ll walk up to her and go like “Hi”
She’ll smile I’ll smile back my head high
No longer shy the fear now over
Great I feel reborn is Casanova
Lady I’ll respect and love you forever
Princess I’m your Prince forever.

LoVe gOnE & StIlL lOvE

I tried my best but you walked away
I called for love but your heart went astray
Pain and sorrow came my way
My heart couldn't take it no more
My blood couldn't endure lesser colour
Thought of it, could have
Wanted to would have




I did try and I saw the light
Mine journey ending a simple flight
Stars faded that once bright
Clouds filled my sweet sky
Eyes couldn't stop but cry
Mind kept asking why
But the heart was thro' and needed a try

Felt the last pieces fading
My heart plainly just waiting
My soul simply going
The rope greatly tightening
Breath gone only gasping
Just when was on verge of kicking
I heard something calming



A sweet melody in my mind
So calming felt so kind
Knew that wasn't my destiny
Had to look at it great scrutiny
For life is precious
And love so gracious
I needed to be righteous

Am now back for love
Music gave me peace my dove
When even deep in curve
It calls and guides love to preserve
I like it when i can now do love
I can say it greatly am in love
Can you feel me calling you

Never lose hope when all goes down
Talk to me and I'll hold you down
Whether laughing stock of town
I make you laugh me your clown
Thank you God music you play
Now my heart will never go astray
Give me pain I'll always look away

I love you hate me or love me
I'll be with you just hear me.