My Fear/Her

Saw her today again
Lost her the same in vain
If I could go past the pane
This window, won’t go insane
But I’d rather keep to me
For the world is not for me
Rejection is a fear of the might
Keeps me stuck out of sight


I made a vow to change my way
Gain strength and save the day
But up to now my faith still does sway
Belief in me would buy if I could pay
And end this shame of a just a stare
Day in day out to no one can compare
I drool on my window what a shame
I’d beat a dog at its game


I walked out of my world hoping for the best
Bright yellow the sun at its best
Today, my heart for sure will contest
And hopefully this should be my conquest
Then she walked by
Smiled I blushed and felt so shy
Looked away I don’t know why
Maybe couldn’t find the words to satisfy


Evening nears sunset always a dream
Sit next to her hold hands ooh I would scream
Beautiful scene set to satisfy sight
Coloured by birds as the take flight
I envy you as you fly together
If only this dream would last forever
I’d keep her close let go never
But to myself I keep and suffer


Am tired of all these stress
Now strength I have I guess
I’ll walk up to her and go like “Hi”
She’ll smile I’ll smile back my head high
No longer shy the fear now over
Great I feel reborn is Casanova
Lady I’ll respect and love you forever
Princess I’m your Prince forever.